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My mother just called me. She got a phone call today from a number she didn't recognize, so she answered to a man in tears. He told her he has cancer and there's nothing that can be done. It was her ex boyfriend. 

Now, this is a man who tried to buy the love of myself and my siblings. Who screamed at me and told me I was the most useless human being he has ever met. Who did not say a single word to me when we lived in the same house for two years straight. Who threatened my mother with abuse whenever she tried to do something without his permission. 

And yet...I find myself feeling really bad. They told him that he has no chance. This is now a man who is going to die soon.

After speaking to him, she called a few other people before she called me. They all told her to go and see him, including her current boyfriend. But she doesn't want to. She doesn't want to watch him die.

Every time I consider that thought, I start crying. Not so much for him, but for her. I know that I wouldn't want to face someone I care about dying right before my eyes. I did it for Nala, and it was the hardest thing I've ever done. I can't imagine doing it for a lover.

But I also know that it would be awful if he died before seeing her again, because he does care about her a lot. So I really don't know what advice to give her. 

I really have no idea how to react to the information at all.

I'm just kind of dumbstruck. The teenager in me is in a panic about the mean thoughts and wishes targeted towards him over the years, and the adult in me wants to forgive him, but I also can't because I have so many personal issues that have come directly from his treatment of myself and my family. 

I didn't like the man, but I never wished death upon him. I just wanted him to go away. But not like this...
  • Mood: Guilty
  • Listening to: My computer hum.
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing


Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Um...I happen to be of the human species...although I'd prefer to be a dinosaur...or something more interesting...umm...I also happen to dislike my own drawing styles..a lot...and since I don't get too many views on my stuff...I assume it's not a favorite of others either...anyways...I'm kinda I'll stop typing now...

Current Residence: My appartment.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: ...the size that fits me...
Print preference: .....a print of my personal preference...
Favourite genre of music: Classic rock
Favourite photographer: People who can properly use a camera.
Favourite style of art: Detailed and pretty...
Operating System: Toshiba?
MP3 player of choice: My lime green iPod.
Shell of choice: .......the kind that snails and turtles have?
Wallpaper of choice: Currently Arkin, Meko and Mr. Scary Smile Eyebrows Man drawn by Picklez101.
Skin of choice: My own.
Favourite cartoon character: Kish, Majeh, Lumen, Snowe, Hervey, Oleg, Reinbach, Maru, Bebedora, Sampson, Cloud, Red XIII...
Personal Quote: Do you wanna see my ship? etc etc...and BLAURGH of course..

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Wow, your gallery is truly wonderfull!! You deserve much more pageviews that you already have :jawdrop:!

Keep up the awesome art!
gaypurpledinosaur Mar 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh my gosh, thank you!

Your gallery is fantastic as well, I love all the Final Fantasy stuff. 
FantasticFrenzy Mar 2, 2014   Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave : )
gaypurpledinosaur Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're very welcome, it is a lovely picture of Mint.
gaypurpledinosaur Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're very welcome!
Zekehimberry95 Feb 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, thank you for joining my cartoon girls group!
gaypurpledinosaur Feb 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem, I saw it beside a few of your pieces and I was intrigued. 

So I spammed it a bit.
Zekehimberry95 Feb 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Don't mind the spam at all, I actually appreciate it.  Group didn't take off like I had hoped haha.
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